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Autumn is heartbroken from "summary" of If He Had Been with Me by Laura Nowlin

Autumn is heartbroken. The kind of heartbroken that doesn't come from one big event, but from a thousand little moments that slowly chip away at her until she's left feeling hollow. It's the kind of heartbreak that leaves her staring out the window, lost in memories of what once was and what could have been. She tries to fill the void with distractions - schoolwork, friends, anything to keep her mind off the ache in her chest. But no matter how hard she tries to push it away, the pain is always there, lurking just beneath the surface. It's in the way she flinches when she hears his name, in the way she can't bear to look at the places they used to go together. Autumn knows she should move on, that she deserves better than to waste her days pining for someone who is no longer a part of her life. But letting go is easier said than done when every corner of her world is filled with reminders of what once was. She can't help but wonder if things could have been different, if she had only been brave enough to speak up and tell him how she felt. In the silence of her own thoughts, Autumn replays their conversations, looking for signs that he felt the same way she did. She wonders if he ever thought about her the way she thinks about him, if he ever lies awake at night, haunted by memories of their time together. But the answers remain elusive, leaving her with nothing but questions and regrets. As the days turn colder and the leaves begin to fall, Autumn finds herself longing for a warmth that no amount of layers can provide. She knows that time will heal her wounds, that one day she'll look back on this period of her life with a bittersweet smile. But for now, she's stuck in a cycle of longing and heartbreak, unable to move forward until she can finally let go of the past.
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    If He Had Been with Me

    Laura Nowlin

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