Romantically involved with Ty, Jordan questions her feelings for him from "summary" of Catching Jordan by Miranda Kenneally
As Ty and I sat together on the bleachers after practice, I couldn't help but feel a strange sense of doubt creeping in. We had been seeing each other for a while now, but something felt off. I tried to push the thoughts aside, reminding myself of how happy we had been together. But the questions lingered in the back of my mind, refusing to be ignored.
I found myself analyzing our relationship, wondering if what I was feeling was truly love, or simply infatuation. Ty was a great guy - kind, funny, and incredibly supportive. But did I truly see a future with him? Was he the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with? The doubts gnawed at me, causing a sense of unease to settle in my heart.
I had always prided myself on being confident in my decisions, especially when it came to relationships. But now, I couldn't shake the feeling of uncertainty that clouded my thoughts. I questioned whether my feelings for Ty were genuine, or if I was simply going through the motions of what I thought love should feel like.
As I watched Ty laugh with our friends, his easy smile lighting up his face, I couldn't deny the pang of guilt that shot through me. He cared for me deeply, and I didn't want to hurt him. But I also knew that I owed it to myself to be honest about my feelings, no matter how difficult that might be.
I realized that I needed to have a serious conversation with Ty, to lay my doubts and fears out in the open. I owed it to both of us to be truthful about where my heart truly lay. The thought of hurting him made my stomach churn, but I knew that it was better to confront the truth head-on, rather than continue to live in a state of uncertainty.
So, as the sun dipped below the horizon and the sky darkened around us, I made up my mind. I would talk to Ty, and whatever the outcome may be, I knew that I needed to be true to myself and my feelings. The road ahead would be difficult, but I was determined to face it with honesty and courage.
